When you have one thing that's going right in your life when everything else is chaos, how do you feel? ...Now tell me, how do you feel when that one thing leaves? ...I dont think I'll ever be happy again.

That's my status on AIM. If you look and still see it there, then I am still depressed. I wont take it down until I feel better.
Nero, my boyfriend for a year and 4 months just broke up with me. Over email! And I dont even know why. He's in Job Corps, so he's gone alot, but I dont mind at all. Absence makes the heart grow fonder, right? And last time he was here, we had fun, played games, ate chocolate and huge bowls of noodles and sang anime karaoke. We were so happy... I dont know what happened! ...He visits on some weekends. I hope that he visits today, so that I can talk to him... I'm so scared... If anyone has any advice, please reply...